Mission: Practice was a success.

Four lives ended.
No bodies will be found.
No body will miss them.
Doubtful that anyone will even notice their absence.

Transformation complete.

Painful process.

New Status: Preparing for first mission. Message will be sent.

Instructions Received.

Making necessary preparations for transformation.

New Assignment: Espionage and Assassination

New Status: Preparing

Status

Designation: Rem

Assignment: Infecting; Awaiting instructions

Location: United States of America

Status: Idle; Recently infected; Awaiting instructions

Partners: 0

Accompanying Vitiosi: 0

Equipment: Computer, Internet access, Necessary personal belongings

More Ulryc

Alright, so, that meeting.. Basically, he cornered me somewhere dark, but instead of killing me, i convinced him to talk to me..


I asked him why he was doing this, why me, what happened?.. He gave me this story.


Ulryc: "It all started when.. haha.. Listen to me, I am acting as if you are my doctor. No, you are stronger than he.. Not by much, though, dear Terrence.. Now, listen.. I know you have read my blog, yes? Well, most of it was true.."


I won't go into the long-windedness of his speech..


Basically, he told me that the first "arc" of the blog up until the point that it was revealed that he had not written the previous posts, were indeed written by him. He at first mentioned that it was meant to be a story of sorts, akin to other blogs that he believed weren't true. However, one night, he met the Slender Man himself and somehow awoke the next morning with no memory of ever writing the story.. Thus, when he found the posts, he didn't know what was going on. As he typed, he was suddenly attacked and choked unconscious by.. someone or something. Even he is still unsure as to who it was.


From there, things pretty much went to hell as he became truly stalked by the SlenderMan, up until the point where, as I predicted, he had a final showdown in which he was able to defeat the SlenderMan. How? Well, he isn't sure about that either. He may have hit a weakpoint with the guns or the water or the fire, all which he thought might bring him down.. But when the SlenderMan did fall, he did not stay down, because the knowledge of him still existed, allowing him to stay alive.


It was then revealed to Ulryc that Zalgo was the one who created the SlenderMan.. Now, whether this applies to the other SlenderMen in this world, no one knows.. It is possible that each person has their own SlenderMan, created from their subconcious.. But having proved himself to Zalgo, Ulryc was forcibly chosen as the one to spread the word of Zalgo and help Zalgo grow in power..


Then, Ulryc revealed to me the monstrosity he had become.


Ulryc ripped open his own shirt, showing me a gaping, black hole right where his heart should be. It was clear that the hole went deep, a lot deeper than it could possibly go without exiting through the other side.. It was as if his heart had been ripped out and replaced with another dimension.. Then Ulryc.. he peeled his own face from his head, revealing.. nothing.. there was nothing there, just a blank face, similar to SlenderMan.. well, I can't say it was entirely blank, because he still had eyes.. those weres were pitch black and the skin around them were black and decaying and seemed to emit a black smoke that never extended far from his face..


As he began to approach me once more, I saw black tendrils creeping their way out of the hole in his chest. I was frozen to the spot as I stared into.. into those eyes.. The tendrils.. the tentacles.. began to envelope me until everything was dark.. and that is when I found myself here.. at my friend's house.. I'm not quite sure how I got here, my friend says that she found me just wandering up to her house, half out of my mind..


Lord, what is happening to me?


None of this makes sense, dammit!

Reintegration

I am considering asking Osort to Reintegrate me, just to see what it's all about...

...

Couldn't hurt.

EDIT: Interesting. Apparently I am already Reintegrated, but...

Hmm..

Monsters and Tablets

Now that I have some time to myself..

That Ziegler fellow.... He's well... To put it bluntly, he's turned into a monster.

mon·ster

  

–noun

1.

a legendary animal combining features of animal and humanform or having the forms of various animals in combination, asa centaur, griffin, or sphinx.

2.

any creature so ugly or monstrous as to frighten people.

3.

any animal or human grotesquely deviating from the normalshape, behavior, or character.

4.

a person who excites horror by wickedness, cruelty, etc.

5.

any animal or thing huge in size.

6.

Biology .

a.

an animal or plant of abnormal form or structure, as frommarked malformation or the absence of certain parts ororgans.

b.

a grossly anomalous fetus or infant, especially one thatis not viable.

7.

anything unnatural or monstrous.

–adjective

8.

huge; enormous; monstrous: a monster tree.

Definitions 4 and 7 would be what apply here.

Emotionally and physically he is just.. horrendous..

I met with him a week ago before coming here to my friend.

We had a nice, long talk that I wrote down. I will type it up later, I find myself a little busy trying to figure out more about this.. well..

There seems to be some sort of computer program or perhaps it is a machine itself that has the intelligence to analyze individuals and respond intelligently to any question that is posed to it. It was even able to avoid crashing from being posed a paradoxical statement. My investigator instincts make me want to find out more about this thing..

It is called the Reintegration Tablet. From what I understand, its main purposes are analyzing humans and possibly "reintegrating" them somehow.

in·te·grate

  

verb, -grat·ed, -grat·ing.

–verb (used with object)

1.

to bring together or incorporate (parts) into a whole.

2.

to make up, combine, or complete to produce a whole or alarger unit, as parts do.

3.

to unite or combine.

4.

to give or cause to give equal opportunity and considerationto (a racial, religious, or ethnic group or a member of such agroup): to integrate minority groups in the school system.

5.

to combine (educational facilities, classes, and the like,previously segregated by race) into one unified system;desegregate.

6.

to give or cause to give members of all races, religions, andethnic groups an equal opportunity to belong to, be employedby, be customers of, or vote in (an organization, place ofbusiness, city, state, etc.): to integrate a restaurant; tointegrate a country club.

7.

Mathematics . to find the integral  of.

8.

to indicate the total amount or the mean value of.

–verb (used without object)

9.

to become integrated.

10.

to meld with and become part of the dominant culture.

11.

Mathematics .

a.

to perform the operation of integration.

b.

to find the solution to a differential equation.

I am not entirely sure if I am comfortable with this, but with how things have been going with this Zalgo business, it seems like a better, less painful alternative.

TO DO LIST:

-Research this Reintegration Tablet more.
-Find and interview Michiru.